Off days and Work

I am a weird person. I really like to work but I also like my off days. I'm dead bored on my off days but then on work days I'm like "ugh, I don't want to be here/I love it here" I am a very strange person.

Well.............Whoops

You know, I don't use this blog as much as my other one. What's with that?!?!? I guess that I like the other one a bit better. Whoops!!!! 

School

I have this one class that is hard as f*** (pardon that word but this situation/class deserves it). It is the only class that just might keep me from graduating. UGH!!!!!! I'm so tired of that class but I have to get a good, passing grade in there or I might not graduate and walk across the stage.

The ironic thing is that the only reason that my grade is in danger is because I missed 1 day this week to go and fix my college schedule. I mean, What the hell is going on?!?!?!!? I might fail my chemistry class because of getting my college schedule. Does that make any since to you???? Makes no since to me. So, I have a maximum of about 4 days to get my grade up so that I can graduate. THIS IS SUCH A PAIN!!!!!!!! I probably won't do very well on the semester test so I am basically going to fail. :( _ _ _ _

I'm having an anxiety attack because of this. It is so not fun.

Stay Golden My Peeps

Senioritus

I'm starting to get senioritus. I don't want to do anything at all but I need to graduate and finish strong. I'm only tired of my Spanish and Chemistry class. So much work on there it's crazy. 

Stay Golden Ponyboy. 

Tiredness

Gosh!! Why am I so tired?!?!?!? Maybe because of all the stress, maybe because it's my senior year or maybe it's because of the divorce. Who knows, it's probably all three put together.

I think that I am about 90% done with school (the other 10% is Chemistry and Spanish, which I can not skip) and about 99% done with people. I just want to curl up in a little ball and watch netflix, eat, blog and play with my dogs.

I'm not sure how I am going to like being on my own when i'm a freshman in college. Probably just conflicted emotions.


Okay, now on a different note. Fountain Lake Choir is going to sing on the Branson Belle friday and it's exciting but also ready for it to be over. Branson should be fun because I have never been there before. We get to stay in a beautiful hotel, sing on the Belle, eat on the Belle, go swimming, go to the titanic museum, Silver Dollar City and I get to go see glass blowing. That should be fun and tiring.

Well not sure what my slogan should be so i'm just going to repeat what I said last time.
Stay golden Ponyboy.

Spanish Breakfast Adventure

Well, today about 50 people out of all of the Spanish classes went out to breakfast. And on the bus to El Padrino, there wasn't enough seats. UGH!!! It was so crowded. 

But when we arrived at El Padrino quickly and we had to order our food in only Spanish. Yikes!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!  (Didn't go too well for me) And while eating my food, my friend Barry kept on telling my table funny stories to where we can't breath because everyone is either laughing or choking :) It was great and it was the best day that I have had in a while. 

Now for my sign off quote.

Stay golden Ponyboy. 

Panicking!!!!! Panicking ALOT!!!!!!!

People!!! I am panicking!!!!! I have to pass chemistry with a C or a B and I have an F (gotta love crazy hard teachers) (NOT) in there. And I have 32 days to bring that grade up because if I don't, I don't get to graduate and walk with everyone else in May. HELP!!!!!!!!!!!! 

Well.................

It's girls night and I just made brownies. In my house if you have been here 3 or more times ten you are basically part of my family. So, I get myself some brownies and milk, walk into the living room and they ask metro bring them food. Psh, I'm not doing that. So I make them go and get it themselves. I love them to death. God made us best friends because our mothers wouldn't handle us being sisters. Love that quote. 

Dare to be Different. Peace out. 

What happened today so far.

Well, I had to go to school today for choir  to perform our Brandon piece to a panel of judges. Let's just say it needs ALOT of work. But at least they gave us constructive criticism and weren't just plain rude. Other than that it was quite fun. Haven't smiled and laughed that much in a long time. Even though I was basically playing a character today, I was still myself just a different me. Remember always be your weird awesome selves. 

Dare to be Different.